I don't know why I have gotten like this. Maybe it's the stress of finances, or mainly of student loan debt. Or maybe it's the fact that I am STILL not a nurse. Or maybe it's the fact that I'm impatient and whiney! Cory and I were talking about it the other day...we are SOOOOO ready for another baby! He said that when we decided to have another if the money wasn't there for the adoption that we would go ahead and start trying to get pregnant. I was like 'okay, but first I gotta lose at least 70lbs'. Then he said that we would just have to give the money we have raised to another family for their adoption. I agreed.
BUT...We are going to adopt! I don't feel like we should interupt God's plans for us. We are going to bring our baby home. I just have to stop being so impatient. I know that this is on HIS time, not ours. This is HIS world, HIS plan, and we are HIS people. We just have to sit back and watch him work :) We will get our baby! (Hopefully soon :)
Praying for guidance,
Our 20th Anniversary
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